Michael Raines: Sleep, you know, what could be more natural? You close your eyes, next thing you know, it's morning. Right? Unless you start thinking about things. Like how your marriage might've been saved if you'd worked a little harder. Or how your partner might still be alive if you fired a little sooner. So maybe you watch the TV to drown out the noise in your head ya know. The trouble is sometimes thats worse. After a while you get used to living in a state of wariness. It may be physical, but after a while it starts to feel existential. And then it's the morning and ready or not, ya, you gotta start all over again.