For Jamil Pollard, one of the nation's top prep defensive tackles, the chance to play football at Penn State meant everything. It meant so much that during his senior year of high school, against the advice of family and friends, he became the first recruit in the country to commit to Penn State in the wake of the university's child sex abuse scandal. Despite the firing of iconic head coach Joe Paterno, Pollard stood firm-even as players who had previously committed to Penn State changed their minds. For Pollard, the blow to Penn State was just the latest twist in a life full of uncertainty and unthinkable loss. Still haunted by the memories of a horrifying personal tragedy that forever changed his life, Pollard knows all too much about suffering and loss. E:60's Lisa Salters on the decisions Jamil Pollard has faced in his young life - especially those he was confronted with as he navigated the fallout of the Penn State scandal.