When I walked into our house that day you broke me into a million pieces. And ever since then I've been trying to put myself back together, but i just, I can't do it. Okay, I'm like a plate that got dropped. You try to glue it back together but some pieces they're just, they're gone. I will never be whole again, ever. Alright. I think one of those missing pieces has to be forgiveness Lucy because try as I might, I just, I can not forgive you, I will never forgive you. All that I have left for ...