When a man realizes the horrible truth of his existence, he spirals into insanity as he scrambles to find a better purpose in life rather than turning to God.When a man realizes the horrible truth of his existence, he spirals into insanity as he scrambles to find a better purpose in life rather than turning to God.When a man realizes the horrible truth of his existence, he spirals into insanity as he scrambles to find a better purpose in life rather than turning to God.